January 2010
64 posts
IUNNO.
I realized I have no idea who I am anymore. Like, this has been so weird and effed up. And confusing.
I honestly wear a mask everyday of my life. I can’t even laugh at the same things anymore. I’ve lost the power to be me.
LYRICS
Right Here- Jeremy Camp
All the world is watching All the world does care Even when the world weighs on my shoulder now, These feelings I can bare Because I know, That you’re here, (CHORUS:) Everywhere I go, I know you’re not far away, You’re right here You’re right here, yeah (x2) All these thoughts I’ve wasted, All these thoughts I fear, Even when...
Can't you just leave it at that?
Thanks for making me cry today, by the way. You don’t get it, and you never will. I can honestly say that I’ve NEVER hated anyone as much as I am hating you right now. The feeling is overwhelming me, and because of it, I can’t think of anything else! Your face, you lies, and all your other bullshit is stuck in my head, and I’m done with it.
I need to forget about you and...
WHY?
Why would they put braile on vending machines? Like blind people can see what they’re trying to buy.
If practice makes perfect, and nobody’s perfect, why practice?
Why doesn’t glue stick to the bottle?
Why does triangularly cut bread taste better than square bread?
Why do you call it a funny bone? Cause when you hit it, it’s not that funny..
Why do people say heads up,...
“Any girl can look glamorous. All you have to do is stand still and look stupid.”
– Hedy Lamarr
IF ONLY.
I have no idea who to make you leave me alone, I hint to you aaaall the time, but obviously you don’t get that.. And fyi, when I’m clearly in a secret conversation with my best friend, don’t stand there staring looking like it’s any of your business when it’s not. Oh, and I heard what you said about me by the way. Which I guess I could have assumed, because you are a...
I would have NEVER predicted that one.
Honestly?
That’s the ONLY word I can use to describe you right now. That’s it. I can’t believe you’ve sunk this low.. You’re the life-wrecker.
So this is what is feels like
My head feels like someone took a bag of bricks an accidentally hit me in the head with it. Nevermind, considering the pain, I’m guessing it wouldn’t be accidental. I just typed up this ridiculously long and descriptive paper for the most challenging of all literature teachers. And not I can’t stop describing things in detail. I’m going crazy I think. I can’t go to...
Not china dolls.
I love the real kind of people.
It's..complicated.
Life, I mean. Everyone thinks they have it figured out. Well, not exactly figured out, but at least they have an idea of what they are doing for the remainder of their lives. They always say, “I just live life to fullest or however it plays out. Whatever happens, happens.” How do you live your life to fullest? What can I possibly do to make my upcoming years count? I don’t want...
Like THAT.
There are two things I truly hate. Karma and jealousy. Well, and bad spelling but I can work with that. When people say karma’s a b*tch, they’re not exaggerating. Hey it’s not my fault I didn’t know it was a bad idea to begin with.. Nevermind, scratch that. Ex: We illegally jumped onto the subway without metro cards, so what do we get? Getting stuck in the airport and 3+...
When life gives you lemons, throw a fit.
I just realized how much I actually do care. I’m not usually a jealous person, honestly. And who in the world is that girl anyway? I’ve never seen her or even heard her name before. Well, I hope you have a great time, really. I need to get over you anyways. I’m completely wasting my time. I’m throwing in the towel.
I'M GAY
i’m allie and i’m supergay. J0RD@N W@$ H3R3 <3
“maybe we’ve outgrown all the things that we once loved”
– Sara <3
BEST FRIEND.
Jordan Ryder, you are and always will be my bestest friend. Giirl, I know this sounds cliché, but I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you! You are my definite go-to person, and we see the same on EVERYTHING, literally. I know God destined us to be best friends. With our sense of gay humor, and ability to talk about stupid things for hours, I know we’ll be bf’s(no, not...
“If you don’t follow through on your dreams, you might as well be a vegetable.”
– Burt Munro
“Whatever you do, you need courage. Whatever course you decide upon, there is...”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
Mmm, harsh.
I’m just having an overall terrible week. And this is the only thing that I can vent to about it. I hate feeling like I’m annoying people with my depressing life, so I either bottle it up til I explode, or write about it. And writing about things has shown to be far more beneficial, for sure. My life in a nutshell is basically: homework. Following that, would be more homework. Sleep...
What makes you different?
You're heart-to-heart stories inspire me.
You’re going to hear the world realize a lot in this fyi.
Today, I’ve realized just how big this world really is. And I mean nothing to it. I’ve also realized that I can find better people if I just look. I need to find myself, because lately I’m feeling quite distant. From myself, friends, and family. Does anyone else constantly zone off, or am I just weird?
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Listen
What more could I possibly say or do to show them what I really mean?
Okay, I definitely have a crazy obsession. I need...
Take Me Away- Chase Coy <3
One two three four Take me away to january I’m done with this year I tierd of everyone here I just need some time alone Before I’m ready to come back home There’s gotta be something else out there for me, I can feel it in my heart the day I started to dream. There’s more than this midwestern town I can’t let this place keep me down So I...
I'm madly in love with Chase Coy. Here's why:
Did you know you have a special way of turning around my terrible days? You make all the bad things go away the second that you say hello. It’s the way that you talk, that you laugh, that you smile. If beauty was inches you’d go on for miles. It’s the way that you make everything seem worth while the second that you say hello. It’s the way every love song reminds me...
